Today the electricity bill came and apparently it went over the $100 mark. the water usage, yeah. then being the only child, it became MY FAULT. my mother asked if it was because i still had a 'swimming pool' inside. yes, when i was young, in primary school, i would use toilet paper and clog the place where the used water flows, and press something heavy on it, so that little water could flow down the sewage. and then the water would run until it was about ankle high, then i would 'swim' around.. but i was like, do i look like i have the time to do that now? she doesn't realise i haven't got time to even complete my homework nowadays, let alone 'swim' and waste time in the bathroom. and i was practicing canon[ by pachelbel] on my keyboard, and nobody even appreciated it, no applause. talk about encouraging, man. then i got so fed-up, when going up the stairs[ i live in a double-storey mansionette], i said, you don't appreciate at all! in my mind i was thinking, at least my friends like hui xin and zai ting and shannon would have appreciated my music-making. and the thing is, i stopped learning the piano at about.. six years old? and now i'm trying to figure out the notes myself and play them with both hands, you don't appreciate! and talking about hui xin and shannon:
hui xin, you've been my friend since primary school, and i feel we've drifted apart even more, given the fact that we are in different classes. sometimes i even think, do you only consider me as a friend because i'm the person you've known for the longest time, in the same secondary school as you now?
and shannon, yes, you make me happy talking to you sometimes, and i LIKED you before, but do you even realise that sometimes you are hurting me? just to keep things on the happy side, i never tell you that you have insulted me? and you always talk so much, i forget what i want to say. yes, you are a great talker, but don't you ever have to stop talking to BREATHE?
soemtimes i wonder if some people are friends with me just because their friends are my friends? like, to remain friends with that friend, they 'befriend' me? and i treasure my true friends, friends who have stayed with me through thick and thin. but what is it about me that makes me your friend, while others do not like about me, and do not wish to become my friend, even to hate me?
like leon once said in his MSN display message, 2 sincerity doesn't need him anymore, so they've left him behind? how about changing it to 2 charity doesn't need me anymore, so they've left me behind? it seems i have more friends outside class then in my own class. why is that so? is that because they see me everyday? then in sec 3 when the streaming takes place, won't i have another 39 people hating me?
oh, great, someone opposite is singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY. how nice to RUB IT IN. i don't even know if people will remember my birthday, let alone realise it's unluckily falling on THE FIRST DAY OF TERM 4. wonder how i'll celebrate it this year. sigh, don't wanna think about it. i doubt people will remember.
and C, i think you should stop wasting your time on me/my blog/my tagboard. i'd rather let it ROT then let you tag there. really. i think that's all, i'm feeling so much carefree now.
p/s got an ulcer. T.T
♥{Siying!} 10:07 PM
Welcome.
Hello hello, welcome to my blog!
(The cow.}
Clara Rachel Lai Si Ying 黎思颖
10.09.1993 fifteen
sixteen
Virgo holy innocents' high 1 charity o6' 2 charity o7' 3 charity o8' 4 charity o9'
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Mass Communication
T103
NP Ambassador ♥ choir, alto IN Crowd 2008/2009
Church of Christ the King
Junior Catechist-in-training
Youth Worship Ministry
Describing myself in one paragraph
I'm a cam-whore freak who has a standard smile for photos. Think pearly teeth, wide grin.
I love journalism and cows.
That means I love expressing myself in words and dairy products.
Purple is my favourite colour.
Which means my eyes are specially focused to notice purple. I love dark purple. Singing is my passion. Especially in the shower.
People say I have a lame sense of humour.
But I still like making people laugh.
I can be random at times.
For example, I can't draw for nuts. I laugh at anything and everything.
*only applicable when I'm happy
I'm a perfectionist.
Oh, and I admit I'm a sensitive, stubborn and self-centered girl.
& I can be annoying at times too!
Hey, we all have flaws, alright. Bitch about me, and you're dead.
I'll sit on you.
The cow loves milk
and much more.
GOD!
family and friends
cows
milk
laughing
gan kor(s):
royston cheow
gideon foo
gan di(s):
louis wong
brian bong
ryan teo
loved dearly by the cow. (:
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GREENDAY!
Boys Like Girls
Angela Zhang
S.H.E.
Jason Mraz
Taylor Swift
Chris Pine
Rhino,from Bolt
Garfield
Powerpuff Girls
Kungfu Panda
Bolt
HIHS Choir
IN Crowd o8/o9
cousins
my hamster, Cotton Candy
guitar
is also loved. (:
Cows think big too.
NP Scholarship NP Ambassadors headphones! O Levels to end soon! Ngee Ann Poly Mass Comm! Travel overseas at least once this year
Interview a celebrity Intern at Straits Times Prom!
see snow Ngee Ann RED Camp 6! learn guitar
re-learn drums go KBOX CHINGAY 2010!
ride on a rollercoaster
learn to swim a guitar
worship leader facilitate a church camp NP DPA programme! play pool
take up a sports CCA CHINGAY!
