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Monday, June 30, 2008

okay. i am seriously so confused.

louis wong is making me very confused.

liao eh, you go tell ***** what i tell you...

sian, later he avoid me again. must pretend i know nothing.

and *****, YOU are making me very very confused.

does it mean anything that

1) you waited for me at punggol mrt station
2) you took the lrt with me though it's inconvenient for you
3) you called me when i said i was going to punggol
4) you came to find me at kopitiam

probably not

because

1) you asked louis tell me go die
2) you did not reply my sms
3) you seem to still care about emily dale
4) your ego is larger than the sun

it's really eerie when i think about how you look at me.. but why do i care so much? i promised to treat you only as a friend..

am i going to be hurt yet all over again?


♥{Siying!} 9:16 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

a very very quick post, as promised to ryan teo in my tagboard.

my flu is irritating the hell outta me.

i hate flus.


♥{Siying!} 10:36 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

oh hear, hear, everyone!
a new post is up on www.hihsmusical.blogspot.com !

&&, it's the pictures of 'a typical rehearsal held in the school hall'.
'The actors as well as the crew of the Musical have been hard at work throughout the June Holidays!'

Hello, can I just ask, what happened to
1) The Band
2) The CO
3) The Choir

Actors and crew.
Who provides your music?
Who backs up your actors?

&&!
typical rehearsals?
the pictures are all shots of the main cast.

Are we all in this as one, or are we not?
Do you want to hear more sarcastic laughter or do you not?

Very typical indeed, is all I can say.


♥{Siying!} 12:19 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

okay. i guess i haven't been posting for quite sometime. hmm, i have three homework left undone. & it's less than a week to term 3! oh gosh.

stress ah!

sigh.

ohoh!

since i'm online, i shall blog about the f*cking narnia writing competition by SAFRA.

a few weeks ago, they told me that there were only two entries. so it's either first or second.

AMAZINGLY, they told us after like many dinosaur years that i got a f*cking consolation prize.

can you imagine, from 10 Narnia tix + $300/200 book vouchers, become

FOUR MOVIE TICKETS!

why? because, according to them, the sponsor side still have some more entries.
what shit!

&&, to make up for it, they gave me a notepad and kiddy pen gift.

wtf.
a pen then only probably Michelle Foo would use, those kind.

so i've come up with THIS.

Reasons that SAFRA is not as good as it sounds.

1) It's slow in processing.
2) The activities they organise are un-interesting.
3) They are lousy in coordinating with sponsors.
4) They are a messed up bunch, give people the wrong info.
5) They delay a lot.
6) To get more members to look good, they automatically renew people's memberships.

For my last reason, I have evidence.
Visit http://www.shaunchng.com/blogs/2008/05/09/safra-automated-membership-stole-my-service-pay/
Found this online. The title of the post says:
Safra automated membership stole my service pay!
Excerpts of the post:
"They sent me a letter early this year telling me to renew my membership, so as with most club memberships or magazines, when you never respond or send a renewal notice, it will be assumed that you do not wish to continue on with the subscription anymore"
"I called up the NS.sg pay department about the issue and they told me that they acknowledged the deduction for my Safra membership this year"
"So Safra followed followed on that and called me up about 2 days later telling me about the issue. Ironically too, they choose to renew my membership right after their 5% membership fees hike. But I didn’t told them I wanted to carry on, so they should not assume and act on it. Then they placed the blame (on) me, saying that I allowed them to make auto deductions."
"Should not just assume and just quietly do their takings. That is not the way to do business taking membership deductions without people’s approval."
"They agreed in the end to give a refund only when I write in personally to them"

to think i was impressed with SAFRA when i first visited it.




panda ♥ tai lung
shit. i promised i won't love you again. why must i do this to myself?


♥{Siying!} 10:32 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008

a A CORNUCOPIA OF QUESTIONS FOR A RAINY DAY
THE BASICS:
NAME?:lai si ying
AGE?:14
BIRTHDAY?:10th sept
ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?:virgo
EYE COLOR?:black
NATURAL HAIR COLOR?:black
HAIR LENGTH?:long
WHERE DO YOU LIVE?:singapore
WHEN DO YOU GET UP?:depends
WHAT IS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT?:?
WHAT DO YOU DO FIRST?:sleep more
DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST?:yes
WORK OR SCHOOL?:school
HOW MANY HOURS DO YOU WORK OR GO TO SCHOOL EACH WEEK?:i dunno
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME?:bathe?
WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED?:10 plus
SLEEP ALONE?:yes
ANY PETS?:no
HERITAGE?:dunno
SIBLINGS?:no
YOUNGEST OR ELDEST?:both
SHOE SIZE?:9
LEFTY OR RIGHTY?:righty
NICK NAME(S)?:dCow, rahh
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?:singapore
LASTS:
PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVED THEM?:uh..
TIME YOU CRIED?:uh..
WERE IN A CAR?:uh..
ATE AT A RESTAURANT?:today!
SLEPT SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN YOUR OWN BED?:uh..
WENT CAMPING?:january!
SLEPT IN A HOTEL/MOTEL?:last year
SMOKED A CIGARETTE?:nope.
SAW YOUR PARENTS?:just.
WERE IN A CLASSROOM / SCHOOL?:last week
DOWNLOADED SOMETING?:a few days
MOVIE YOU WATCHED?:garfield
WENT TO THE LIBRARY?:uh..
WERE SICK?:uh..
ATE A FRESH PICKED FRUIT OR VEGETABLE?:uh..
PERSON TO CALL YOU?:dunno
PERSON TO TEXT YOU?:athan
BOOK YOU READ?:ps i love you
SONG YOU HEARD?:breakaway
THE FUTURE:
GOING TO COLLEGE?:yes
PLANNING A TRIP?:yes
PLANNING A MOVE?:yes
MARRIAGE?:nope
TYPE OF WEDDING?:church
IN A CHURCH?:yes
BEST MAN / MAID-OF-HONOR?:depends
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?:singapore
WHAT WILL YOUR JOB BE?:journalist
KIDS?:yes
HOW MANY?:three..
THEIR NAMES?:theodore, theodora, isadora?
WHERE WILL YOU RETIRE?:55?
DO YOU CONTRIBUTE TO A 401(K)?:?
YOUR IDEAL PARTNER:
FIRST THING YOU NOTICE?:size
DRINKER?:nope
SMOKER?:nope
HAIR COLOR?:black
HAIR LENGTH?:short
EYES?:back
WEIGHT?:?
HEIGHT?:1.7?
STYLE? :same as mine!
IS MONEY IMPORTANT?:not really.
TATTOOS?:no!
WANTS KIDS?:yes
HAS KIDS?:no
WHAT QUALITIES DO YOU LOOK FOR?:humourous, caring..
FAVORITES:
FAVORITE COLOR?:pink
FAVORITE ANIMAL?:cat
FAVORITE PET?:hamster
FAVORITE AUTOMOBILE?:lamborghini!
FAVORITE FLOWER?:sunflower
FAVORITE MOVIE(S)?:kung fu panda
FAVORITE BOOK(S)?:lots.
FAVORITE AUTHOR(S)?:rachel hawthorne
FAVORITE SMELLS OR SCENTS?:...
FAVORITE MALE NAME(S)?:...
FAVORITE FEMALE NAME(S)?:clara
FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK?:coke zero
FAVORITE FOODS?:anything nice
FAVORITE PICTURE OR ARTIST?:i recycle boys
FAVORITE SEASON/TIME OF YEAR?:...
FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? WHY?:saturday!
FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?:korea?
FAVORITE CANDY?:ricola
FAVORITE TV CHANNEL?:ch 8.
FAVORITE TV SHOW/SHOWS?:...
FAVORITE ACTOR?:...
FAVORITE ACTRESS?:...
FAVORITE DESSERT?:...
FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:COOKIES AND CREAM!
FAVORITE HOBBY?:sleeping
FAVORITE HOLIDAY?:hong kong.
FAVORITE QUOTE?:i don't know.
FAVORITE BIBLE VERSE?:...?
FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS?:pineapple, ham and lots of cheese!
FAVORITE SOAP?:...
FAVORITE STORE?:...
FAVORITE COLOGNE OR PURFUME?:...
FAVORITE GEM?:...
TALENTS:
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:nope.
PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:piano, drums...
ROLLERSKATE?:no
SKATEBOARD?:no
MOONWALK?:no
EAT WITH CHOPSTICKS?:yes
COOK?:yes
SING?:YES
MULTI-TASK?:yes
DO BACKBENDS?:no
A SPLIT?:no
DANCE?:yes
HAVE A GPA HIGHER THAN 3.9?:think so
KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO THE NATIONAL ANTHEM?:yes
ARE YOU DOUBLE-JOINTED?:?
CAN YOU SPEAK MORE THAN ONE LANGUAGE?:yes
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CHANGE A TIRE?:no
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CHANGE YOUR OIL?:no
DO YOU KNOW HTML?:yes
DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE CORRECT KEYS?:yes
CAN YOU SEW?:no
CAN YOU KNIT?:no
WALK ON STILTS?:no
HULA HOOP?:yes
HIGH SCHOOL:
BEST FRIENDS?:...
BEST SUBJECT?:chinese
LEASE FAVORITE SUBJECT?:science
FAVORITE TEACHER?:...
SCHOOL'S MASCOT?:...
SCHOOL'S COLORS?:...
EVER SENT TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE?:no
SUSPENDED?:no
EVER PRETEND TO BE SICK TO GET OUT OF CLASS?:yes
BAGGED LUNCH OR SCHOOL LUNCH?:school
USE YOUR LUNCH MONEY FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN FOOD?:no
WERE YOU POPULAR?:...
NAME OF BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?:...
BIGGEST REGRET?:doing this
DID YOU SMOKE?:no
DRINK ALCOHOL?:no
DRUGS?:no
WHAT WERE YOUR FAVORITE SHOES?:converse
MEMORABLE SONGS OR BANDS?:no
SKIP CLASS?:no
SKIP SCHOOL?:no
BELIEFS:
SANTA CLAUS?:my friend
MAGIC?:weird, scary
TRUE LOVE?:maybe.
DIVORCE?:should be avoided
HEAVEN?:yes
HELL?:yes
GOD AND/OR JESUS?:both
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?:maybe.
GHOSTS OR SPIRITS?:not sure
THE DEVIL?:maybe.
UFO'S & ALIENS?:maybe.
BIG FOOT?:?
THE AFTERLIFE?:no
REINCARNATION?:no
SOUL MATES?:maybe
ACCUPUNCTURE?:no
OCCULT?:no
KARMA?:maybe.
ANGELS?:yes.
RANDOM:
LONGEST FRIEND(S) & FOR HOW LONG?:...
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?:pyjamas
HOW MANY CARS HAVE YOU OWNED?:0
ARE YOU REGISTERED TO VOTE?:no
FURTHEST PLACE YOU EVER TRAVELED?:australia
WHAT DO YOU COLLECT?:dust
HOW DO YOU RELAX?:sleep
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?:sleep
IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?:my size
IF GIVEN A MILLION DOLLARS WHAT'S ONE THING YOU WOULD BUY?:good question
DO YOU LIKE INCENSE?:nope
DO YOU HAVE A TATTOO?:no
WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR FIRST NAME?:clear and bright
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:yes
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:mopiko
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:no
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:depends
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:yes
ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS?:sometimes
DO YOU SNORE?:i don't know
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:myself
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:no
WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?:singapore
HOW DID YOU CELEBRATE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?:restaurant
DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?:no
DO YOU VOLUNTEER OR DONATE TO ANYTHING?:yes
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU MOVED?:once
WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT YOURSELF, JUST FOR FUN?:shirt
ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL MARRIED?:yes
LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?:none
SHORTEST RELATIONSHIP?:none
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:think so
ARE YOU SHY AROUND THE OPPOSITE SEX?:no
WORST FEAR?:cockroaches
THIS OR THAT:
ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON OR A NIGHT OWL?:neither
SHOWER OR BATH?:shower
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:crunchy
ORANGE JUICE OR APPLE?:apple
CHIPS OR POPCORN?:popcorn
COKE OR PEPSI?:coke
MONEY OR LOVE?:love
COFFEE OR TEA?:tea
DOG OR CAT?:dog
DISHES OR LAUNDRY?:dishes
HARDWOOD FLOORS OR CARPET?:hardwood
CITY OR COUNTRY?:city
FANCY RESTAURANT OR ROAD-SIDE DINER?:fancy
SUMMER OR WINTER?:winter
GOLD OR SILVER?:gold
CAR OR TRUCK?:car
BRAINS OR LOOKS?:brains
SCARY MOVIE OR COMEDY?:comedy
HUGS OR KISSES?:kisses
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?:chocolate
HAVE YOU EVER:
EATEN SUSHI?:yes
BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes
BEEN ON A TRAIN?:yes
BEEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:no
BEEN IN LOVE MORE THAN ONCE?:...
HITCH HIKED?:no
HAD TO WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL/WORK?:yes
ORDERED FROM AN INFOMERCIAL?:no
WON A TROPHY?:yes
STUCK YOUR TONGUE ON A 9 VOLT BATTERY?:no
BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?:yes
PLAYED TWISTER?:yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL?:no
DATED MORE THAN ONE PERSON AT ONE TIME?:no
BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING OR SKY DIVING?:no
CLIMBED A MOUNTAIN?:yes
GONE ON A PITY DATE?:no
GONE ON A BLIND DATE?:no
RODE A BIKE WITHOUT HANDS?:no
GONE TP-ING?:?
SHOT A GUN?:no
BEEN TO NEW YORK CITY?:no
BEEN TO ANOTHER COUNTRY?:yes
BROKEN A BONE?:no
HAD STITCHES?:no
HAD SURGERY?:no
BEEN ON STAGE?:yes
PUT A PLAYING CARD IN THE SPOKES OF YOUR BICYCLE?:no
STAYED IN A HOSPITAL FOR MORE THAN A WEEK?:no
BEEN TO AN ADULT STORE?:no
WISHED ON A SHOOTING STAR?:think so
HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN?:yes
BROKEN SOMEONE ELSE'S HEART?:no
PUT A HAIR PIN IN A POWER SOCKET?:no
BEEN CHEATED ON?:no
MADE YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/SPOUSE CRY?:no
LOVED SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T LOVE YOU BACK?:yes
BEEN TO A DRIVE-IN MOVIE?:no
BEEN TO A PSYCHIC OR FORTUNE-TELLER?:no
SEEN A GHOST?:no
RUN AWAY FROM HOME AS A KID?:no
BEEN IN A POLICE CRUISER?:no
BEEN IN HAND CUFFS?:no
BEEN ARRESTED?:no
LAIN IN AN OPEN FIELD AT NIGHT?:no
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♥{Siying!} 12:03 AM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

sorry, didn't mean that to be an emo post. guess i just.. let loose. =/


♥{Siying!} 12:14 AM


behind that face that smiles,
is a whole load of depression.

that's me.

on the bus home tdy, i thought of pulling out from the musical. but thinking about my mom & my friends who paid for the $25 tix just to come watch ME & ME ALONE, i didn't decide to.

recently has been rather depressing. as you can probably see from my previous posts. i wonder how much longer i can take this.

the newsletter, with articles to rush
the musical, to perform the best
the homework, to cope
the friends, to keep in touch with
& the list goes on.

today during choir, we had to record the ssa song.
which ended up becoming a senior girls song.
and our alto 1/sop 2 girls were a huge disappointment, as said by miss yee.
and it turns out i THINK i heard ppl saying it was.. whose fault?
yeah. mine.

yay.

like, WTF? hello, i ain't superwoman. you can't blame ME for not being able to reach that high note. at least i tried my best. then if i sing too loud, becomes "pushing too hard". what exactly can i do?

and i KNEW people were gonna comment about my top. fine, so i am fat and ugly and DISGUSTING. but do you really have to say all this?

don't look at me if you don't want to! you can CHOOSE not to look!

and i wonder how i am going to do the newsletter articles and my homework altogether?

why can't anyone understand?


♥{Siying!} 12:06 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

i miss my friends.


should i push the blame to the musical again? i guess not. that would just be even more stupid.


i think i want to die.


♥{Siying!} 10:48 PM


i miss my friends.

should i push the blame to the musical again? i guess not. that would just be even more stupid.

i think i want to die.


♥{Siying!} 10:48 PM


i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself.

for loving you so much and for never doing things right!

i hate myself!

why do i have to cling on to you? why did i do what i did? why didn't i do what i should have done? why is it so difficult to apologise?

i hate myself!

i know i keep saying i want to give you up.. but..

maybe this time, there shouldn't be any buts!
it's gonna be hard to do, and i hope to have the support of my friends.

i'm going to give you up.

and stop being so stupid.


♥{Siying!} 10:44 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

oka. i shall post my video from the advanced elective module at temasek polytechnic. to see the other videos by other students, visit http://www.aem08.blogspot.com/

p.s. it's a movie trailer, but the movie ain't real. if you want something close to the trailer, i'd say I Not Stupid.



♥{Siying!} 11:49 PM


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Which means my eyes are specially focused to notice purple. I love dark purple.
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But I still like making people laugh.
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For example, I can't draw for nuts.
I laugh at anything and everything.
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Oh, and I admit I'm a sensitive, stubborn and self-centered girl.
& I can be annoying at times too!
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Bitch about me, and you're dead.
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