Hello, welcome to my blog! I love what I do, who I am. And I like to make people laugh, because it makes me happy. Heehee.

Here to update cos Athan Leong says I didn't "downdate".

So.
It's really late now,
I'm going to sleep,
I have chem lesson tomorrow at 7.30am,
It's complicated,
I'm doing fine for Os so far but next week's gonna be tough,
I hope 11th Nov will come faster,
I hope Maths Paper 1 will pull my Paper 2 up,
I really want and need that A1 for English.

Happy already, Athan?
Thanks for calling this afternoon. Haven't talked to you in a longggggggggg time.
But still,
NEHNEHNEEPOOPOO, YOU CANNOT CATCH MEEEEEEEEEEEE!

teehee.

Okay, I'm here blogging because SOMEBODY by the name of Richard Tey said I didn't update.
So, update.

Then again,
if my blog is not updated, you can still check my tweets, which is by the side bar. Now THAT is updated daily.

So. Yesterday I went to macs to study with Ray. And Athan, who read his Halo book. Original plan was to go to AMK library but it was packed.. Studied from 11 to about 4? Then Ray left, so Athan and I walked back to the library, then went to walk around that area. We wanted to watch a movie, but my mom called so.. yeah.

We met bong at AMK Hub, and his reaction was epic. -opens eyes wide and stares-
I went home and came out again with my mom, to go down to Funan to collect the free Lenovo laptop from SingNet, which I am using now.

I like it. :D

Okay. Today, went to Bugis with Sarah, Amelia, Jody, Ray and Sof to study. But National Library was packed, so we went to Iluma instead. Iluma is huge but the shops there are so-so. Not a very productive study day, I would say.

This ends my blogpost, have to be in school at 9am tomorrow for the Maths consultation.

Sad, sad, sad.

1st sad: Athan's at home and he's rather moody. Over.. errr.. something.
2nd sad: Graduation tomorrow.
3rd sad: This world sucks. No one can be trusted. Not even myself.

Sad, sad, sad.

Alrighty, with two days to graduation, it's time to step on the sidelines and take a short breather.

My head is pounding, after filling up pages and pages of the application form for SPH.

This year,

• went to poly open houses, slipped away the SP one and went to the NP one. teehee!
  
• my primary school friend's mom passed away
• was elected IN Crowd 2009 President
• watched my first NC 16 movie with my mom
  
• SYF 2009, got a silver
• my grandmother passed away
• got into Ngee Ann's Mass Comm through DPA
• A2 for Chinese O Levels
• awesome sweet sixteenth
• second in class
• joseph tay got top in poa. =.=
• fifth in poem competition
• went to F1 with st people, Ferrari garage is super cool
• hoping to go penang with the choir, not to shop, but because I love the choir
  
• can't attend singout because prom clashes
• going to intern at straits times
• not going for STMC camp AND trip, camp because it clashes, trip because it's KL again, and also because it clashes
• I WAS CONFIRMED CLARA RACHEL LAI SI YING. whoopie!
• gained friends, lost friends
• still liking the same old dude
• choir graduation party was fun
• prelims sucked
• i feel awful
  

I feel so dead to the world. There's a lot of things to be done, but I don't know where to start.
And my ankle still hurts.

Here to post up two vids..





Was talking to Athan on the phone just a few minutes ago and he was complaining on how sucky the music quality was for the diu diu dang video.. I really miss the HIHS Choir. And now it's not in a very good state but I still love the choir for what is has given me. And I really hope I can go to Penang with the choir. Although it's just a neighbouring country, I want to go because of the bond I've formed with the choir over the past four years.

Oh well.

Lol. I just took a Facebook quiz and it says I'm claustrophobic.
That's very much true, I would say. I feel like puking or screaming or punching people when in tight spaces. Oh well.

I update my twitter more than my blog now.. There's just no time to come online and type..
And it seems like after my O Levels, I won't have much time either,
because I realised my schedule is

11 Nov, End of O Levels!
12-16 Nov, Family trip to Sabah
17-19 Nov, Ngee Ann RED Camp 6
23 Nov-8 Jan, Straits Times Internship (not confirmed)
24 Nov, Prom
16-19 Dec, Choir Penang Trip
15 Jan, O Levels result release

Then after that is the DPA Poly Prep thingy.
Okay, I made the details white so that I hope I don't sound like a real braggart. But I'm just putting the dates up here to get myself organised.
I really shouldn't complain. I mean, I'm really lucky to have the chance to intern. So shut up, siying.
I feel it's so hard to please people. In fact, it's impossible to please everyone.
I feel like it's hard to say what I want to say, cos half the time, it comes out like I'm one arrogant bitch, which I think I am. =.=
Sigh.
Even Athan says so.

Oh,
PS. to siying, your pros and cons are balanced. You are smart(Duh, like who doesn't know that?), understanding and somewhat patient. But, you are also a tad bit arrogant, your sensitivity is on over-fuckin'-drive 24/7, and when you get jealous, you like to totally ignore any person(not your parents of course.) Chillax more. Go out and have fun. And it seriously is because of me that your friendships are breaking up. I will no longer be held responsible for being a wrench in your friendship engine. From now on, we are on purely social terms, nothing more.

So.. yeah. Arrgh I wish I could stop being so sensitive, arrogant and such a control-freak. Add claustrophobic to that list. Great I just made myself feel depressed.

Chem lesson at 7.30am tomorrow. Not good.